This was one of them.
You see, just about every day I log onto the most lovely Facebook and catch up on the tiny tidbits of the lives of people I have not talked to in person for ages. Normally I am content with this imitation friendship, as they have busy lives in other places and I have a busy (full, rather?) life in my own place and let's face it, I am resoundingly lazy and this affects EVERYTHING even silly things like phone calls. It's simply easier to stalk on the internets.
Anyway, the point is, today when I logged onto Facebook I was not content. I was sad. I felt absences. And distance. So I am contemplating throwing myself a pity party, and inviting everyone. There will be Netflix and gummi bears and ice cream. If this sounds like I am begging for friends, that's probably what it is.This event will be specified at a later date. (read: this event won't happen because I am the best at procrastination. My spouse and I have not even approached our wedding thank-yous yet.)
Actually the whole pity-party thing is secondary to the fact that I have been contemplating a blog for a while. I think I just like the idea of complaining to the world; also many people I respect have blogs and imitation is the highest form of flattery, no?
I also have been visiting my old deviantART site, http://www.child-of-the-stars.deviantart.com/ and actually liking a lot of my old stuff...I didn't think that was going to happen. It also makes me cringe that the pictures I have done that get the most views, comments, and favorites are my anime. Good heavens. It can be quite discouraging, actually. Anyway, this is the painting that I named my blog after. Thank you.
Love!
P.S. Now I feel better. Gracias.
EGO! HURRAH!
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